Lyrics are through 2012--need to add Arui Wa Anarchy, The Mortal, Schaft second album

Transcription notes:
{words in braces} are what is being sung in the song but is not in the album's lyric booklet; these lyrics may come from other sources and will be noted. If the source is not noted then it's simply how I hear it and may be subject to inaccuracies. If I'm not sure what is being said, then I will put a ? mark.

(words in parenthesis) are backing vocals, notes, or samples.

In Japanese: [words in brackets] is the way the lyricist wants you to read the kanji and is not the traditional way nor is it usually even an acceptable way.

In English: [words in brackets] are the traditional way of reading the kanji or the original English of a word written in katakana in Japanese.

Translations: (if I bother to do it--I'm lazy and I think translations are dangerous) My goal is to be accurate but also to do so in a way that you can sing along. Not saying I get it right but I try to balance the following: 1. nit-picky via back translations (if I can translate it back into Japanese and it doesn't match the author's original words, then I will try to do a better translation in English) 2. syllabic matching (if the original line in Japanese was 10 syllables then I will try to translate it into 10 English syllables so you can sing along) and keep the English word in the same part of the sentence for sing-along purposes 3. not assume the author's intentions and make huge leaps in translations (the reader should be allowed to come to conclusions on their own) 4. keep the same tone: if the original lyrics were casual, dirty, slang, masculine, etc then I'll seek English words with a similar tone (here is where huge leaps may be made because the translator may color the translation with how they speak rather than how the author may speak if they learned English)

*Please note that males in Japanese often use a word for "I" which is masculine only and is often used in the lyrics presented here. This gendered nuance is not translatable in English.

To Watch Me Crawl

Lyrics by
From: Sweet Oblivion, originally released on April 4th, 2007
I’ve been lost in the shadows,
A rabbit caught in the head lights
Of something far and beyond the reach of me
How can you ask if I’m alright

I was searching for something
That I could give to get closer
To the flame that would surely burn me up
I finally figured it out now

I resign to your wishes
Throw my dreams in the fire
Send my heart back to sleep
And if that’s all that there is
It really don’t matter

* Want it to be something so special
As usual
It all went wrong
How can you remain so indifferent and beautiful
To watch me crawl

I resign to your wishes
Throw my keys in the stream and forget where I’ve been
And if that’s all that there is
It really don’t matter

* repeat

What it to be something so special
As usual
It’s all gone wrong
How can you stand so unaffected above it all to watch me crawl